Seeing things from a unique point of view. Enduring difficulties for a worthy cause. A period of deep self examination. Passivity, acceptance of reality even if it is the opposite of what one expects.
look at things from the opposite perspective
Isolation. Emotional stance of a victim. Inability to act. Denying one’s own unique qualities, striving to be “normal” at all costs. Living in one’s private and imaginary reality.
qabalah: from Netzach to Chesed
hebrew letter: ל
meditation:
Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests;
but the Son of man has nowhere to lay his head.
(Matthew 8:20)