Seeing things from a unique point of view. Enduring difficulties for a worthy cause. A period of deep self examination. Passivity, acceptance of reality even if it is the opposite of what one expects.
look at things from the opposite perspective
Constant pursuit of money, without reaching material stability. Passions and desires may interfere with practical plans.
Negative and unproductive thoughts. Misconceptions, delusions. Self-defeat. Injury.