Seeing things from a unique point of view. Enduring difficulties for a worthy cause. A period of deep self examination. Passivity, acceptance of reality even if it is the opposite of what one expects.
look at things from the opposite perspective
Confusion, negative and inhibiting thoughts, self-defeat. Sloppy use of one’s own tools may cause damage.
Need to hide our true nature behind the conventions of normal society. Conservative approach to sex and the body. Emotional blockage.